no joke, im stupid

i feel like i really need to blog about this. my life has been way too crazy for me lately. me and sarah decided it would be really fun to drink because we hadn't done it in a while and it was the first weekend after school just started. we were running around trying to find somebody to buy us alcohol. we found our person, got it and went back towards her house, then we started drinking with kelly and paige. i drank a lot and i was pretty drunk and we were just hanging out in cromwell hills. we thought our curfew was midnight until her dad kept texting her at 11 to come home immediately. just so we didnt have to deal with her dad yelling for no reason we decided we were gonna go home and just sneak out. we went to her house and her mom LET us sneak out because her dad had passed out. we left the house, met up with kelly, chuck, elisa, grant and oles. then we waited for ricky and jetzel to pick us up. they werent drunk so it was okay that they were driving me and sarah around. i drank so much and then they wanted to smoke a blunt and i took a few hits and it made me have to puke. i didnt realize or care that we were going through a college campus because i had to puke so bad. i got out of the car and walked a little ways away from it so nobody would hear/see me puke and the three of them in the car drove away because they saw a cop. i couldnt hear them at all talking about how they saw him and i couldnt see the cop. i got talked to by him and then two public safeties rolled up so i had to deal with all of that. honestly, i was really drunk and high because i had smoked too which caused me to throw up. i could have possibly gotten in trouble for underage drinking or public intoxication. luckily they just had my dad come pick me up and i got to go home. they just wanted me to be safe i guess. but that was my wake up call, we all have one. i decided im not going to drink for a long time and only smoke sometimes, not on school nights unless i finish my homework and other priorities.